私は何時の間に、 こんなに誰かのことが好きになったんだろうか。。。
もしかしたら、 私が独立できないと言うことを示しているのかなあ~

私は重い。。。？

分かんないな~~

ただ、好きな人に言いたいことをはっきり言いたい。。。
後悔したくない、
あきらめたくない。

でも、 自分はがきとして、 ほしいものを手にいれたら、 大切して、 責任をとれないかもしれないな。。。 笑

でも、 今は本当にあんなことを悩むばいじゃないので、やらないきゃいけないことを少しずつやっているかれ、 頑張らないと、前進めないよ！

本当に私はこの気持を長いめで見たいけど、 将来についてのことを全く何も見えない。。。

またやんでる。。。

Aiya~
Tiring day today. Body ached from Volleyball yesterday... prolly cos i forgot to stretch... again.
Had class which consisted of an interesting discussion on religion, (yummy... my fav subject)
After that met up with Phoebe, had lunch with her, and helped her hand out fliers for creating a hip hop club at uts. Was mad fun, but there weren't many people around uni... I guess everyone beetle out of uni on fridays.

I'M BACK~

Man after forgetting my username and password for 2 months, i'm finally back in~!
I've got a Japanese speaking exam tomorrow. Boo~ How crap. Ive also got heaps and heaps of stuff due in the next few weeks. Man... i don't want to do anything ><. Bahz. Sulk Sulk Sulk.
Oh well.. Cheer up mandy, <--- watch yourself do a jiggle and laugh at yourself.
Jya... mata ne~
à bientot~

On Sunday, JASS had another small social event. Henry came around to pick me up at 6 and drove to the city. We met up with everyone at shark hotel, and we went to karaoke again. It was a much better session than on Thursday.

Today I went to uni early to meet up with Johnny and go to the gym. Then i had to go to class at 2. At 4 when french class finished i met up with Sheldon and Bao (my new friend who is also a romance fanatic ^^) We sat around for a while and before i knew it it was time to go to japanese class. We had a kanji test and i dont think i did too well either... booo.
After Japanese class i met up with Robert and he bought me a bondi burger meal! YAY! Their fries are delicious.

Now here i am telling you of my uneventful life... i want something significant to happen :S.....

Thursday 16th March 2007

I had a great day yesterday. At around 12.oo noon, I went with mum to the hospital to get her regular dose of herceptin. That finished at around 2 so i headed straight for the city where i met up with Johnny for the gym. Johnny left around 4.00 to meet up with the volleyball people, which i wasn't attending because i wanted to go to the JASS event.
I myself finished gym at 420. I then went to the tower building to meet up with Henry. We waited for more JASS people to come (in which HEAPS more JASS ppl came). And the we headed off towards the restaurant. Hehe. Imagine a whole line of Asian walking from central to wynyard..... I'm pretty sure we looked like a bunch of tourists. Anyway, we ate at akaneya ( i think) and i made quite a few friends. ^^. I'm so happy. I had a teriyaki salmon and a CAL-chu. (from what my new jap friend Satoko told me, its short for Chuhai - Calpis). WE then went to karaoke, in which i realised, BOY can henry Sing!
hahahaha
There was a very loud girl which sorta ruined my evening but because There were lots of friendly japanese people i was happy. ^^
Oh oh. We went to karaoke in greenbox plus and we got free drinks. I tried to tell the jap guys that they could choose a drink for free, and they thought i was asking them for extra cash... I had to say TADA, and they they were like EHH! EHHE! TADA! TADA ?!?!? FREE?? REALLY FREE????
hahahha They're so cute, love them to death.

union stalls

today i went to university early so i could join the union clubs.
I joined the three clubs, JASS (Japanese), FRESS (French), and RED CROSS.
I also met up with a few uni friends that i haven't seen in a while. James and George and Sheldon and I played table tennis. Hmmz... Some times i wonder why i don't have many female friends...
Anywayz. After table tennis i went to the gym where i met up with Johnny. Unfortunately, he wasn't in the right clothes to exercise so i did Cardio myself. At around 345, when i was heading towards my french classroom, something peculiar happened. I stopped at a pedestrian crossing , and out of nowhere, a guy comes up to me and says. "hey your cute".
This is how the interaction went.
"hey your cute"
"thank you"
"now your supposed to return the compliment to me"
"oh. Hi"
"your not used to this flirting thing are you"
"yeh"
Looks away, crosses the road.

"well bye!"
"um, bye"

Lol, I felt like such a noob, but im kinda happy that i have confirmation that im not exactly unappealing. Hmms, but then who i appeal to is another story.

Anyway, french was fun, we played with more verbs, and japanese was fantastic. We were in the computer lab and the guy from japan was in class today. I reckon hes an attractive person with a very nice personality. Unfortunately i ignored him throughout the class. lol. The contradition is when i sorta followed him all the way to the station....
Damn, i need to stop getting infatuated everytime a pretty face comes into sight. Haha.

monday march 11 2007

Dear diary,
sorry i didn't post last night. Was too tired. Yesterday around 10:45 I met up with Phoebe and we went to martin place to take a look at the tokyo fiesta. There were taiko performances which i absolutely love. There was also a hilarious show put on by japanese street performers.... sorry i can't remember their names. At 1 we decided to return to central since french classes started at 2 for me. We learn't how to use ER verbs such as Travailler. Je ne travaille pas. thats right. I'm a hobo.
After class i went to the gym. I think im getting into the habit of going now. Which is good. LAst but not least i attended japanese classes. Then i met up with Robert at basement book store in central. So much for no more romances. I bought two Viriginia Henley novels for eight dollars. Just couldn't resist a bargain. There was also most of Jane Feather and Amanda Quick books but i didn't wanna start buying them or else i'd have to purchase the whole collection. Anyway. That was roughly my day yesterday. not too bad. Here are some photos of the taiko and street performers.